Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Under the weather !!

There are moments in your life when you feel completely bogged down..not by work or by stress or by the tough demands on you..but just like that...its as if you have been running for long and have drained yourself of all the energy and cant go on anymore...you feel exhausted..like a toy balloon which has been sucked out of all air...well almost...you feel the need, to just be..like wanting to do 'Nothing' for a while...just be...yesterday was one of my such days..and possibly today is a continuation...At times like these you feel the need for someone who can tell you that everything will be fine...to remind you that you are not what you feel now..you are what you were before you felt this 'nothingness'...someone to give you a little ray of hope that well, this will pass soon...and you will be back to your self again in no time...and sometimes you yourself need to be this ray of hope for yourself..its something like playing a dual role..like being there for yourself...it needs to be done..for you cannot expect someone else to be always there for you..isnt it ?

2 comments:

Ketan said...

Yes, it's wrong to expect (well, of course, that's my personal opinion). Even if it indeed were possible to have someone besides you all the time, it'd still be wrong to lean on them completely. I can't back my assertion with any reason, but one axiom about life that my best friend once told me was "Never make a human the center of your life because humans can change." It's been difficult to follow this maxim, and if I make an exception to it, that exception is always me, myself.

Please don't construe such statements from me to mean I've had no difficulties in life, but just to make life seem beautiful, we can't alter its facts. If we know the facts, we at least know what we're up against. TC.

Just Me said...

Couldn't agree more !