Christmas wishlist !

The christmas bells toll far away,
Santa approaches on his sleigh,
I hope his gifts bring us great joy,
And happiness, one cannot weigh !!

A Christmas wish

Seasons come and seasons go,
Some just pass by, some make you grow,
I hope this season brings for us,
Eternal moments of bliss for sure!!!

Happy Holidays !

Brighter days and starry nights,
Crimson hues, silver delights,
Now "Angels" tread upon this earth,
To fill your path with love and light............

Ouch.....

We only get hurt as much as we allow ourselves to be...not more, not less...Then why is it that we still feel the pangs of pain now and then?...If it was all so easy..if it was really a matter of us not letting the pain seep in..., how come it hurts so much every now and then...

Now and again.....

I sit on the park bench doing absolutely nothing. Just trying to be in the present moment, here, now. But i can feel the inner anguish, the eternal struggle to race ahead or to relive the past. Why is it so difficult to just be without having to do anything at all ? Fear of the future, the hauntings of the past, thoughts zip zapping to and fro, an eternal chaos...Intermittently the struggle to feel the placidness, a stillness in time, an absolute void. Longing for a serene moment and nothing else.......

And...

All shall be well,
And all shall be well,
And all manner of things shall be well..............

Under the weather !!

There are moments in your life when you feel completely bogged down..not by work or by stress or by the tough demands on you..but just like that...its as if you have been running for long and have drained yourself of all the energy and cant go on anymore...you feel exhausted..like a toy balloon which has been sucked out of all air...well almost...you feel the need, to just be..like wanting to do 'Nothing' for a while...just be...yesterday was one of my such days..and possibly today is a continuation...At times like these you feel the need for someone who can tell you that everything will be fine...to remind you that you are not what you feel now..you are what you were before you felt this 'nothingness'...someone to give you a little ray of hope that well, this will pass soon...and you will be back to your self again in no time...and sometimes you yourself need to be this ray of hope for yourself..its something like playing a dual role..like being there for yourself...it needs to be done..for you cannot expect someone else to be always there for you..isnt it ?

A change of times!!

The journey from the "chronos" moments to the serenity of "kairos" awaits beginning...Its just a matter of taking the first step towards the destination !

दौड़......

दुनिया की इस भीड़ में भी,
जाने कितनी तनहाई है
इन्सां तो नज़र आते हैँ पर,
लगते जैसे परछाई हैं

कोई आवाजें देता हे,
कोई कोमल मुस्काता हैँ
इस मन बहलाती कोशिश में,
जाने कितनी सच्चाई हैँ

हर कोई चलता जाता हैँ,
अपनी धुन, अपनी मस्ती में
जाने किस मंज़िल को पाना,
हर इक दिल की चाहत हैँ

YOU and I

Sometimes i feel i was so wrong,
In feeling that i did belong,
In these dark woods of blissful life..

I did believe in fairies then,
In flying horses and wishing wells,
and i thought they were ever as true,
As the sun shining in the sky so blue

Sometimes the sun shone truly bright,
And brought into my life, a ray of light,
Sometimes the darkest clouds dread near,
and made my heart go limp with fear

I thought of you in the wilderness,
You were that beat my heart would not miss,
Thinking of you made me want to live,
A best shot at life i did want to give..

In days that passed i have come to see,
that all that was just a fantasy,
You chose our path shud never meet,
your efforts at this though i tried to beat...

They say, you can never lose something which you never had at all,
But i guess i did lose you afterall....