Of sportshoes n stuff

I dont wear sports shoes anymore. I used to, in the past, but do not anymore. Not since i outgrew the pair i had. It was my favourite pair. The new ones never matched up to my expectations anyways. But somewhere between the time i outgrew my old pair and realised that i dont wear sports shoes anymore, maybe sometime during this era, is probably when i lost all my connections too. I no longer seem to fit in the regular flow of life. I am that outcast who struggles to hold on to the frail ends of the survival instincts but somehow my grip loosens every passing minute and it wouldnt be long before i would be drifted away by a passing whiff of breeze to nowhere. And i morbidly await the end.